Hajimemashite!

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Wed, 26 Jan 2011 11:21:32 +1000

yo!!! this is my blog thingy..watashi no namae wa Rinnu Tenshiko desu...also known as VampyrRep...among other things...this contains mostly....
ARASHI fandom

and random Aibakasukiness... the pics in here are friends and family-locked..the fanfiction that i write are copyrighted to me so if anyone wants to use them, please ask me first and i';; let you as long as your reasons are valid.

will only add friends in real life or JE fangirls who want to share the love...i am mostly and ARASHI fan...demo i still like other JE groups...they're all very talented and i'd like to see anyone of them someday...i'm also a jrock fan...love L'arc~en~ciel (Hyde is love in the flesh..>_<), Siam Shade, Luna Sea, Nightmare, a bit of the non-screaming Dir~en~grey..lolz! I also love Utada Hikaru , Amuro Namie and Nakashima MIka... if you would like to be my friend please do tell me here...i'll add you...it would be nice too if you post often...i'm a post stalker..lolz! i like giving comments a lot... if you want to add me, please comment...i don't check my email everyday...

very much into Shosuki , my ichiban

AIBAkasuki, my niban..

and YokoChi....my sanban..

minna yoroshiku onegaishimasu m( _ _ )m m( _ _ )m

http://5x10.amnos.net

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Where Dreams Come True♥

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Wed, 26 Jan 2011 01:55:32 +1000

hese are the figments of my playful and vivid imagination. My friend told me to call it Keitai Novels since they all really started when i sent them to my fangirl friends here in Manila to cheer them up. This actually started because of annie, so blame her for all of this ne..lolz! mou..ilu girl!! Please be reminded that the original drafts are always written in my name and my ichiban's name..*blushes, runs and hides*

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE BOYS SPECIALLY SAKURAI SHO ~~(even if i wanted to...)~~

star ratings and comments are love btw♥

YUME
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5

chapter 11.1
chapter 11.2

Random Fanfics (as requested or written for me by a friend)
Through the shelves~by hikari-chan

Freestyle Love ~by me

My Love is Just a Dream ~by choshi-imouto

Itadakimasu Kissu~by me

RAIN~by me

Dessert ~ by Sumiko_Girl and ethereal_angel(me) from the Arashi-Forum SB

What Truly Matters ~by Sumiko_Girl and ethereal_angel(me) from plurk.com

Walking in the Rain ~ by me , sakuraiba fluff

For the love of ARASHI ~ by me,sakuraiba fluff

4th Avenue Cafe ~ by me, Tanaka Koki (KATTUN) NC-17

Short Stories/keitai novels(fill in the blanks)
note: not for minors...since this is a bit graphic and explicit...please proceed with caution

Afterglow
Summer Love
Bittersweet
One Love
Secret
Night Sky
Sweet Vanilla

Between The Sheets

The Sweetest Thing

Winter Fire

Stay The Night

Fallen Angels
Prologue
Chapter1.1

Chapter 1.2

Chapter 1.3

Chapter 1.4

Chapter 1.5

MY Girl (mini-series)

Saburo

Ichiro

Shiro and Goro

Sachiko

Jiro

Final (in process)

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my song for shosuki

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Mon, 25 Jan 2010 02:24:43 +1000

I'd love to make you mine

'Cause it's the only way to hold you

In my wild imagination

Still don't know how

To grab a chance and spend some time

In just a simple conversation

Refrain:

Just give it a try

Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky

I wanna hold you in my dreams

And make believe that it's true

Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do

'Cause you're a star

People love you as you are

You're a million miles away from me

Wished that you were here

'Cause it's illusions every time you're close to me

And sing my love songs

And it's the only way

I could tell the whole world I love you

Although you're a million miles away

Refrain:

Just give it a try

Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky

I wanna hold you in my dreams

And make believe that it's true

Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do

'Cause you're a star

You're a star

You're a star

(Instrumental)

Refrain:

Just give it a try

Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky

I wanna hold you in my dreams

And make believe that it's true

Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do

'Cause you're a star

You're a star

You're a star

Million miles away from me...

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My Girl (mini-series) final~

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 15:57:23 +1000

My Girl~

It was a nice day to tidy up. The sun was shining and the siblings were bursting with life. Saburo was unscrewing the plaque tha hung outside next to the door. Their names written next to the family name. He can hear his brothers making a fuss about something.

"You're doing it too much! " Aniki sounded irritated.

Jiro chimes in,"Just do it!"

"Nani?" Goro asks

"Lets do it Aniki!" Shiro chimed in

"Warui yo" the youngest replied.

"Well if we don't do it now, we won't be able to at all" the second oldest reasoned out.

"No doubt about that. Let's just do it" Shiro said. The rest agreed and so they started moving the furniture and things they needed to pack up. They were moving away from this house, moving on to better things in life after their Okasan had died. Her cancer had gotten worse, she didn't even tell her family. She kept the pain to herself and didn't want them to see her face pained. Her children meant the world to her.

Ichiro, the eldest, was a quiet but interesting boy since he was young. He liked playing with watercolors and always went with his Otouchan on fishing trips. He grew up to be a fine man, he may not have finished college but he was intelligent in his own way. He suggested moving out since he was getting married soon anyway. To that lovely young woman, Nana-chan from the grocers. She was Sachiko's good friend. It had turned out to be a good match, those two. And he was planning to start a fishing school in the seaside. It was a very promising thing and Nana-chan supported him in his plans. They will start a new life together come springtime.

Jiro, the second son was wise and firm. He did things after long considertaion and listened well. He had gotten a job as a professor in Keio University, nobody knew about it but his Okasan. He was determined to do well in Tokyo with his younger brothers, Shiro and Goro. And maybe come back for the one he loved.

Saburo and Sachiko, the twins. They were adopted at a troubled time. Saburo was a genki young boy and even into adulthood, he was lively and loved kidding around with eveyone. He was inseparable from the silent Sachiko. They may look alike but only a few people can tell them apart. That would be their Okasan and Jiro-nii, whom they were very close to. They always knew what the other was thinking before they even said or did anything, often completing each other's sentences. Although, they stopped doing so as they got older. Sachiko was bubbly in her own way, always smiled and was rowdy when with his brothers. The move was a big thing yet the two didn't want to leave, especially Sachiko-chan. She had clung to her twin and cried begging that they stay.

Shiro, the fourth-born, was quiet but a bit sneaky when he wanted to get his way with anything. He had gotten a job as a konbini supervisor in Tokyo which was good since times are hard and he wanted to save for the future. He wanted to ask Kim-chan if they could get married. Not just yet but at least get engaged. He had asked Sachiko her opinion once and his neesan agreed it would be good to plan ahead.

Goro, youngest and was the most OC. He wanted things orderly and neat. Often helped Okachan and his neechan in the house. He was happy about the move to Tokyo, he will be a new architect of Jun Aoki & Associates. He was going to start in spring, his koibito was working as a clerk in a nearby office. They had kept correspondence and Chiaki-chan visited often.

Otousan had moved to Chiba, where their clan was originally from. He felt like he couldn't stand the loss of Okasan even if we were around. It was geed that his eldest was going to follow him there soon with his young bride.

Yes it was a fine day to tidy up and in the midst of the hubbub and happy smiles was a bit of tension in the air. Ichiro was packing their Okachan's shrine, the others noticed and were touched by an unseen force.

"Ne ne ne~ Let's go gather stuff from our rooms. Ones to throw away and those we can take as well" Goro suggested, the rest agreed and got busy.

Saburo was going through a picture album and saw their Okachan smiling up at him, almost causing to tear up. He turned the page again and saw a white envelope addressed to him. He opened it and started reading:

Saburo-kun,

I know that you and Sachiko are not truly mine but I love you both as my own. You and your brothers and sister were our children and one day you should all grow up and go on ahead to do what it is you love to do.
When that day comes, go. I will be watching over you from this house.

Okachan

At that moment his brothers came into the dining room excitedly.

Jiro showed his old mask," Are! look at what I found!"

"Uwaaah! That's nothing compared to this aniki!" Shiro was proud of the find he had with Goro.

"Aniki, what's that?" Goro asked their eldest.

"My old button pin collection. I must take this ne~"

"Oi~ Oniichan! That's just junk!" Shiro smirked.

"To you it is!" Jiro laughed, trying to get his mask into a box. They were still chattering when Saburo walked over.

"Anou sa~" the young musician started,"I found this in my things. Okachan wrote to us...."
They gathered round and read the letter. They could well hear their Okasan's voice as they did so.

"Anou~" Sachiko walked into the room and saw their faces as they read the letter.

"S-sachiko-chan..." his twin was surprised. They were expecting her to be in the kitchen, busy with dinner.

"Etou~"

"Nani? What's that you're reading? Why is everyone so serious?!" she giggled and smiled at them.

"Sachiko-chan.... Imouto... Sit down will you?" Ichiro said softly. The younger one nodded and sat next to his twin and was handed the letter. She knew right away whose handwriting it was. Soon tears fell silently. Jiro knew what would happen next as she suddenly stood up and ran to the bathroom, door banging behind her.

At that Ichiro too stood up with the house plans for the move, the rest followed him as he tore the paper into pieces. They knew it was the right thing to have done.

"Let's stay for a while ne?" Ichiro said calmly.

"Mou~ what about Oneesa...?" Shiro was about to ask when he noticed Saburo missing. The older one was already knocking on the bathroom door.

"Sachiko-chan. Please open the door imouto." the third-born pleaded.

"Mou... I'll let Otouchan know we're not moving" Goro took out his keitai and wrote: Otousan, we want to stay in this house with Okasana little longer. So we've decided not to move. The youngest smiled as he sent the message off and started putting things back in their place. He noticed Jiro-nii walk to the fridge and take the keys from the top and walk over to where the twins were. He smiled knowingly.

The keys jingled as they went into the doorknob. Openind the door widely, Jiro saw Sachiko's figure in a corner near the shower. He came forward and knelt beside her.

"Sachiko?" he said softly and took her into his arms. There was no reply from the woman, just more silent tears. She didn't refuse him either but was comforted by his presence.

"Mou~ Sachiko-chan. Okasan is looking over us ne. Let's smile for her. She's not in pain anymore." Jiro soothed her and wiped her tears away. At that she looked up and nodded.

"Mah..mah.. crybaby all these years ne!" Saburo chided her. His twin smiled and giggled a little.

"ARE!! Shall we have dinner? Okachan is all set-up back in her shrine." Shiro smiled.

"I turned the stove off now. Imouto almost burned my favorite!" Ichiro chuckled as he turned away from the scene.

"Aiiiyaaaah!" the comment mobilized her and she stood up with the help of Jiro,"hontouni gomenasai Onii-chan!"

And they fussed over setting the table. They were full of chatter again and the sad moment hours ago half-forgotten as Saburo screwed on the plaque again next to the door. Then he noticed someone going to the garden, it was Sachiko. He was going to follow when he also saw Jiro-niichan. He smiled and decided not to bother them and went in, rousing the others to tidy up in the kitchen and their rooms so as not to bother the two in the garden.

"Its a beautiful night niichan!" Sachiko stared at the stars, not bothering to look at her brother.

"sou desu ne...like imo-...like Sachiko-chan.." he replied as he sat next to her on the wooden bench.

"Mou~ niichan is not funny..." she was glad the clouds hid the moon or she'd be seen with her cheeks tinged pink.

"Anou sa~ I want to tell you something, Sachiko-chan. It may change many things but know what I say is true ne?"

"mou~ don't be so serious niichan! You'll look old!" sachiko giggled ans was about to stand up.

"Anou~" Jiro grabbed her arm lightly.

"Nani?" she smiled and sat back down. Jiro moved his hand down to her own hands, the girl was giddy but confused.

"Sachiko-chan. I love you."

"Watashi mo. Oniichan daisuki!" she replied, her heart beating wildly.

"No! Not like a sister. Like a man loves a woman. Mah.. how do I say this correctly?!" his face troubled.

"A-anou~ oniichan?"

"Please stop calling me that. We know I'm really not your brother."

"D-demou~"

"I know its too much but I don't want to waste anymore time. Okachan knew without my telling her and before she died she said I should be honest with you. This is what i'm doing right now...I don't care if you hate me or get disgusted or whatever....I just want you to know. I want the world to know. I have always loved you Sachiko" Jiro looked into her eyes, cupping her face, his blood rushing through his body. It felt good that he finally told her, now for the hard part...waiting for the reply...if there was one.

"Anou~ J-jiro?" Sachiko's face was flushed, emotions running wild in her but she was glad it wasn't a one way thing like she thought it was. He loved her too. At that she let his arms wound around her waist as hers went up his neck, pulling him closer.

"Watashi mo..." she whispered back.

Then all of a suddent the light of the moon shone down on them as the cloud passed.

"Finally!" Goro shouted. The lovers disentangled themselves, surprised at the reactions.

"Omedetou Jiro-kun" Ichiro patted his otouto's shoulder.

The two were dumbfounded but happy to be accepted by their family this way.

"Seems I have another announcement for Otousan" Goro said.

Minna laughed but Jiro stopped, "Let Sachiko and myself do that ne? We'll go to Chiba next week."

"EHHHH?! That fast?!" Saburo cried.

"Baka niichan! They've been together all their lives ne? What's there left to do?!" Shiro looked at his older brother dubiously.

"Sou desu kedo~"

And the family continued to live in the house where love and laughter dwelled.

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My girl (mini-series) Jiro version

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 17:26:35 +1000

Jiro~

Months ago had been embarassing for me, I cried on Imouto's shoulder on the way home. I didn't want to cry, it wasn't like me to do that. But I knew only Sachiko-chan would understand. Her face was already tearstained from crying herself. She usually does when we came to see Okachan in the hospital. That was the day before Okachan left us. She was wiping her face with her hanky, for someone who wasn't girly, she carried one all the time. I wanted to smile at the thought but then imouto said something that hit a chord in me. Those words that I will always remember my entire life. I had wanted to say something soothing and genki but words failed me. A highly unusual thing for me, I was always there to comfort her and Saburo-kun. They came at a troubled time but we still accepted them. Okasan made sure of that and I took to heart those words. Take good care of them. But now as my body leaned forward and held her, burrying my sobbing face in her hair, she was the one soothing me. She didn't say anything, Sachiko-chan didn't have to. She never had to say anything to make me smile, just a look from her was enough for me. Her hand patted my back, it was something I would have done for her too. I had been doing it since the twins came to us. Many years or laughter and tears, Sachiko-chan was a bit of a crybaby and Saburo-kun was very loud at times but nothing unberable. They looked alike but different. It was easy to tell even when both had their hair cut the same way, well.... for me and Okachan that is. I loved the twins, Okachan said to take care of them and I did.

The memory faded as I tidied up the house with my siblings, I was moving out with Shiro-kun and Goro-kun to Tokyo. I had gotten a job at Keio to teach, nobody knew about it yet. Aniki will be getting married soon, I think only I didn't have a koibito amongst my brothers. Even Sachiko-chan was going out with someone, that made my heart heavy for some reason. Shrugging it off, I finally pulled out the mask I used to play with as a child and ran to show it to the others. But when I came into the living room, Saburo-kun was showing the others something. It was a letter, I recognized the handwriting at once. Okasan had written to us before she died. I tried hard not to cry again as I finished reading. It was what she wanted. For us to move on. She was watching over us she said. I knew what would happen next as Sachiko cried silently over the letter, stood up and ran to the bathroom. It was her way, I knew that. Aniki took the plans we made and tore them, it was the right thing to do. I knew we should stay a bit more to be with each other. To be with Okasan in the house built on happiness and love. I walked to the fridge and grabbed the keys on top on it, seeing that Saburo-kun was already trying to get his twin out of the bathroom. I walked over and tapped his shoulder. He moved away for me to unlock the door. Like always, knelt down beside Sachiko. Took her into my arms as she wept soundlessly, tears streaming the way mine did months ago. I wiped the tears away and told her Okachan was happy and isn't in pain anymore. She nodded and hugged back, sobs dying down. Saburo made a joke. His twin smiled. It will be fine. Everything will be fine, my Sachiko-chan. She looks up at me and smiles. We move out of the bathroom and get dinner ready, we were a family again. We won't be leaving for now. I just hope I can talk to her again. Say what I have always wanted to say, Okachan said I should have told her many years ago.
I love her.

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My Girl~ (mini-series)Sachiko version

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 23:35:22 +1000

Sachiko~

Its a busy busy day, I was preparing Ichiro-niichan's favorite for dinner. With Okachan gone now, I had to do more of the house work while doing part-time as a piano teacher. It was hard being in a house full of men. Okachan used to say I was a bit rowdy myself but then again minna was overprotective, especially Jiro-niichan. I smiled at the memory of him always there for me and Saa-kun. Jiro-niichan knew how to stop me from crying or why Saa-kun was sad or angry or frustrated. He listened to us and we did the same. Well...more like me listening since Saa-kun was always hyper about something interesting. Okachan once said, he was someone I can depend on just like Saa-kun. Mou~ when Okachan was diagnosed with ovarian cancer, he was strong in front of everyone when I was crying. But when I was walking with him one day from the hospital, he pulled me and hugged me. Niichan just cried like a child. I didn't know what to do. He was the one who made me smile like Saa-chan so...I was at a loss for words. I just held him and patted his hair, humming the lullaby that Okachan sang to us as children. That was the only time I saw niichan cry. I didn't tell Saa-kun, I don't even know why since I told him everything. Mou~ I'm happy that this family has accepted us completely as their own. It was hard in the convent orphanage but when Okachan and Otouchan took us home. We were happy. It was home. A real home.

I was letting the curry simmer as Saburo called us over to show something. It was a letter that Okachan had left for us. I was last to read. It said to move on and do what we wanted. Okachan will always be with us she said in the letter. I know I'm such a crybaby but reading something like that was unbearable. Okachan knew she was at the end of her time. My love for her has always been so much. I took care of her till her last breath with us. Heaven knows that we were still at a loss since she was gone a few months ago. I can't bring myself to think of even leaving the home we all had with her. Otouchan is in Chiba, it was good for him. To try and move on, he was hurt most...i think.. his wife, friend and lifetime partner was gone. I understood his leaving. But Ichiro-niichan is engaged to Nana-chan and wanted to start anew in a fishing village somewhere. Shiro-kun and Goro-kun have dragged Jiro-niichan and they decided to move to Tokyo. The family is moving on Okachan.... But I can't bring myself to do that. YADA!!

I stood from the table and ran to where I always did, the bathroom and locked myself in. Slumping to the floor, the endless streams of tears fell. Okachan. Why did you leave? Why didn't you fight harder? I knew I was wrong to ask, this was what she wanted. A final rest. But the pain was unbearable. Silent tears. I could hear Saa-chan trying to get in but when the door clicked open...It was my Jiro-niichan who knelt down and held me tight, patting my hair like he always did when we were young and something was wrong. I could depend on him. I... no... I must just be confused... But I love him... He wiped the tears away and smiled. It will be fine. Saa-kun made a joke, it made me smile. Then the others looked in and chided us. I remembered dinner, I stood up and got the table ready. Glancing up at Jiro-niichan. He smiled and patted my hair. I love him.

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My girl (mini series) Shiro and Goro~

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 23:20:19 +1000

Shiro

I never really liked sharing what I felt. But then when Okasan died recently, things changed. In a way I, became closer to my siblings. Well, Sachiko-neesan wasn't really much of a girl so it was easier to talk to her. Minna didn't know but I talk to her when we're alone in the house. She was kind and made Beef stew like Okasan did. Mou~ even if she isn't really my older sister...her and Saburo-niisan, they were family.

Planning to move away with aniki and otouto, I was tidying up like everyone was. The house was buzzing,aniki and otouto were moving to Edogawa-ku in Tokyo. I'm the one who suggested it since we all wanted to move on and start anew. Its just sad that Saburo-nii and neesan wanted to stay instead. It would have been nice if Jiro-nii and neesan... mah... Its obvious anyway, how aniki looks at Sachiko-neesan. I smirk as I was tidying up the room I shared with Goro-kun. It brings back a lot of memories of how we all shared this house..no.. home with my siblings and the happy, sad and often crazy times with everyone. Otousan would always be there, so was Okasan. But that was not to be. Otousan had moved to Chiba, where our clan was originally from. He felt like he couldn't stand the loss of Okasan even if we were around. I think its alright. I was running away myself from the pain. It was what was best for him. I was woken from my reverie when Goro-kun showed me an old picture we had of the family. We had to take that with us. This memory. Smiles and laughter. I wondered where neesan was. Hmm..must be in the kitchen, it smell like curry today...Ichiro-niisan loved it a lot.

That's when Saburo-nii called our attention to a letter he held. It was addressed to us, apparently from Okasan. We all read it. My heart was warmed yet I felt I couldn't just leave. I couldn't just move to Tokyo. Not just yet. I had a good job waiting and so does aniki and otouto but... Neesan was crying. I wanted to reach out and talk to her as she did to me but something stopped me.

Ichiro-niisan took the plans we made and tore it. I was glad he did. I then noticed Sachiko-neesan rush to the bathroom. Mou~ not again... Only Jiro-niisan can do anything now. Saburo-niisan rushes to her but we all knew the obvious. Aniki got the keys from the top of the fridge and walked to where Saburo was to open the bathroom door. It will all be ok soon. I smirk again as otouto said he'll let Otousan know we're staying a while. I make jokes and chide neesan as she was led out of the room by Jiro-niisan. Dinner would be fun again. I smile and help with setting the table.

Maaah~ shoganai ne? I love this family even if I don't say much.
They do mean a lot to me.

~~~~~

Goro

I sighed as Jiro-niichan insisted on keeping the big room while we laid plans for our move. It was plainly irritating. In spring, we'd be at our new jobs in Tokyo. I will be an apprentice in an architectural firm. Shiro-kun will be supervisor in a konbini near our place and Jiro-niisan....? He hadn't told us yet but I knew he was called by a few law firms already. The pain was unbeareable for all of us. Most especially Sachiko-neechan. She and Saburo-niichan aren't our blood brothers but we were raised to feel that they just the same. Kazoku. That was the most important thing to us. Okachan said be there for one another even if things got hard. But now that she's gone....most of us found no reason to stay. Ichiro-niichan is engaged to marry soon and everyone had their lives ahead of them, it was only fair to do what's right and move out.

After tidying the room I shared with Shiro-kun, I found an old picture. We had to keep it for the new place we were going to rent out in Tokyo. All happy we showed it to the others but Saburo surprised us with something that almost tore my chest in pain. Okachan had written to us before she died. Move on and she will aways be there for us, to look after us. I almost wasn't able to control the tears. After a few deep breaths, I was calm enough. But when I looked up, neechan was running to the bathroom already. She was already crying, in her silent way. It was painful to see. I looked at Jiro-niichan, yappari, he stood up and went to her. I always thought there was something between those two appart from the fact that niichan was close to the twins. But as I saw that, I knew it will all be fine. Neechan will be laughing in no time and we will be having her curry for dinner. I looked on at Ichiro-niichan throwing away the plans he tore of the move. Taking out my keitai, I told them I'd let Tochan know we won't be moving just yet. We want to be together with Okachan a bit more.

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My girl~ (mini-series) Ichiro ver~

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 14:53:14 +1000

Ichiro~

Its been some time since okasan had passed away, I talked it over with the rest of my Otuoto..ah, sumimasen..I forgot that Sachiko was a girl... and Imouto that we need to go on our separate ways. I was going to move to a fishing village in Tomosaki-ku to start a "Fishing School" apparently it was a good thing to start over there. Jiro was going to move with Shiro and Goro to Tokyo. They were going to find work in sping. A good start for anyone. And the twins, well...Saburo and Sachiko were inseparable still. We all wanted to stay together with those two yet they did have a world of their own. Only Jiro-kun was able to ge to them at all. They were good in music both of them and passed in TouDai's Arts Department but the passing of Okasan got them rooted on the house. They didn't..no..Sachiko didn't want to leave. We were the only family they knew of. We all knew that they were adopted yet we felt like they were our own. Sachiko most of all, the only girl in the family, we had to take care of imouto no matter what. Well, Jiro-otouto overdid it sometimes but I understand him. Imouto was kind of careless with her actions and didn't mind being around guys even at a young age. Although it was funny how she got ne engaged to my fiance at the moment. Her good friend, Nana-chan.

I smile at the memory as i tidied Okasan's shrine. Her lovely face smiled back up at me as she did the day I introduced Nana-chan to her. It was something I will never forget, Okasan wasn't the type of mother who scrutinized everything. she trusted us and our decisions. At the end of the day when Nana-chan had gone home. I can remember Okasan saying I made the right choice and she was happy. Tears welled in my eyes as I tried to blink them back, that's when Saburo called us about some letter that he found.

As I read it, my heart was full of happiness and sadness at the same time. I think I would need to postpone my leaving. Looking around the table as the rest of my siblings read the letter. We wanted the same thing, I took the plans and tore them. It was the right thing to do. I turned around in time to see Sachiko run into the bathroom. She was crying again. I had wanted to comfort her but then again, I wasn't any good at that kind of thing. Jiro-kun, walked to the fridge as Saburo ran after his twin. I knew what would happen next. Jiro would open the bathroom door and hold Sachiko. It was all going to be fine. Goro smirked and said he would let Otousan know we're staying for a while more than expected. I just nodded and smiled. Shiro smiled and followed me to the bathroom, we could her laughter now. It will all be ok. We will be having the dinner that Sachiko made for us like always. I just hope that Jiro will alway be there for the twins, had I wanted to take them in, I'd never understand them like he does.

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My Girl~ mini series (saburo ver)

nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 22:52:05 +1000

Saburo~
It's been a few months since kachan died. We decided to move out and go on with our lives. Tidying up the quaint house was going to take us all day but it was worth it. I was taking down the plaque tha hung out next to the door as my brothers argued what to do. My twin sister was nowhere in sight, she must be in the kitchen making lunch.

As Jiro was busy drawing plans of the things that need to be taken out and how things should be moved with Shiro and Goro, I came across an old picturebook. It had our memories. When Sachiko and I came to be a part of the family way before the two youngest were born. Tochan and Kachan were kind enough to take us in as their own. I took a deep breath and smiled. Seeing how we grew up, the laughter and tears that each shared with us. We were thought of as part of this big family. In spite of everything, there was no ill-willed feelings towards myself and Sachiko, as we our siblings. Demou, with Sachiko being the only girl in the family, she was spoiled yet overprotected. She was one of the boys, so to speak. But even so, I can see something that the others may or may not have noticed. Jiro-niichan and Sachiko were quite close. Well, niichan was always with the two of us really but he paid closer attention to my twin. Its funny but be that as it may, I don't find it akward nor wrong. Why am I saying this? Well, it's the truth ne? Sachiko and I were adopted. My smile faded as I turned the page of the album and saw Kachan's smiling face holding up a drawing that Sachiko made yers ago. Her smile was heartfelt, she appreciated the effort that went into the gift she got. That was many years ago, I turned the page again and reached the end of the album. There was a letter addressed to us. It was Okasan's handwriting, we all knew it so well. I started reading it, almost cried but suppressed the feeling. Standing up from the table, I gathered the others and they each read it. Okasan wanted us to go our own way one day, saying she will always be there for us. It was Sachiko who didn't hold back. She was the last to read it, running off to the bathroom with it and slamming the door behind her. It was her way of dealing with things, we understood.

Ichiro-niichan then took the plans that we were making that day and tore it. He looked at us. We all felt the same, we wanted to stay a bit more in the house, no, the home we shared with Okachan. I then went to knock on the bathroom door. No sound, no answer. I knew who cam make her stop but before I could call out his name, he was already behind me. His hand on my shoulder, a nod affirming that he knew what to do. I stepped aside for Jiro-niichan. He already had the key to the bathroom and opened it, there at the corner near the shower was Sachiko. I understood her pain. But I didn't know what to say. It was niichan who held her and said softly that it will all be alright. Sachiko always cried without a sound. But you'd know she was fine when she was breathing normally instead of the sharp intake she made every now and then. When that happened, I step in and make a joke and get her to laugh like we used to. The three of us were the closest. Then again I have always thought Jiro-niichan looked at Sachiko differently. I may be wrong but then again. Who knows?! Soon the high-pitched giggles and the chuckles from niichan and myself echo in the glow of the moonlight, streaming through the window high on the wall on one side. The others crowd in and start chiding us. Pulling Sachiko oout of the bath and helping her set the table for dinner like we always used to as a family.

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nobody@vox.com(VampyrRep) — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 12:40:26 +1000

ore wa shigotonai...

lost it...

very very depressed....

will go away for a bit...

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