Secret

Another stressful, tension filled and exciting day after the concert.  Its the first time (Ichiban group) ever had female dancers and you were really extatic whe you found out that you were chosen to be one of them.  Most of the people who worked with you thought you were rather shy ans so did (ichiban's name).  But since you started practicing with him for his solo and the con in general, he told you that you were really nice to talk to and it evolved into something deeper.  Soon you were seeing each other almost everyday.  You smiled at yourself at the mirror in the locker room of the dome after freshening up.  Glancing at your watch, you knew it was time to leave.  You waved goodbye to the last tech people and other dancers left then said good bye to the guards on duty at the gate.  Stepping into the crisp night air you walked briskly towards the bus stop and turned the corner and saw the white van parked at the curb.  Climbing into the passenger seat, the driver gunned the engine and sped away towards the outskirts of the city.  Into the darkness he drove, until he halted at a cliff overlooking the pretty lights of the city.  A faint glow came in through the windshield, casting afaint glow on (ichiba's name)'s face as he stopped the engine.  Taking off his seatbelt, he leaned over to kiss you gently.  Your heart skipped a beat in happiness for the hundreth time since you met him.  Yo never were a fan but since that day he spoke to you, he already had your heart.

"I"m sorry we have to meet liks this," (ichiban's name) said as he pulled away, far enough to look into your eyes.

"Daijoubu.  Wakatteru yo," you giggled, tracing the outlines of his brows and lips with your fingertips,"I didn't love you because I knew you could afford to give me comfort ne."

"why did you then?," he teased.

"Becasue you're you."

"Please expound," (ichiba's name) said as he took off your seatbelt to hug you closer to him.

"Your eyes," you said as kissed his closed eyelids gently and every part of him you enumerated," your lips,your ears.  The intangible parts of you...The smile that melts my heart.  Your voice in my ear that gives makes me quiver..."

"You mean this...?" he then leaned closer and whispered softly into your ear," Aishiteru yo."

You moaned, closing your eyes at the familiar sweetness creeping up and down your spine.  (ichiban's name) took his cap and jacket off then led to the back of the van, converted without seats.  You noticed that all of his stuff that used to be there are now gone and a thick mattress was now in its place.  You laid down as he straddled over you, taking off his shirt and leaning over to caress your cheek, he asked, "Yaru ka?"

"hai...aishiteru yo (ichiban's name)"

(ichiban's name) brushed his lips against yours ever so fleetingly then started trailing kisses down your throat as he peeled your clothes of one by one.

"(ichiban's name)" you gasped, burying your hands in his hair urging him on.  He pulled away slightly,"You're sure?"

Looking into his eyes," (ichiban's name), I've waited a long time for this moment with you."  At that, his hands caressed you bare skin as ypu pulled him closer but then you stopped him

"Doushite?"he asked, his voice deeply wanting you more.

"Anou~did you bring.....?"

"Ah...sou na...that..."he reached for his jeans whic he had flung of at the side and took out a condom from the back pocket.  You smiled mischievously and slipped it on him.  Your hands grippping him firmly as he nuzzled your ear and neck.  A groan esceped his lips and said, "I love you (your name)" as he buried himself inside your wamrth.  The furnace burning as you clung to each other.  Tse love shared and soon nothing mattered but becoming one.   The tension rising to a fever pitch bursting into the heavens till the last blissfull sensations died down.  He laid his head on your bosom, heartbeats slowing down.

After a while, when you thought he was asleep, his voice broke the silence.

"I'll take you home to meet my family after the concert tour is over," he said.

"Eh?!"

"I want you to be a part of my life, not just a secret (your name)" you know in your heart that he was telling you the truth.  You needn't answer sicne you knew it would happen in its own good time.  He drew you closer as you slept in his arms tonight.